Imagine

Imagine … I just love this word. It is like the bridge between reality and fantasy. Like it’s impossible, but maybe, one day it will come true. Imagine a world you could create yourself. What would live, grow… My imaginary world is a beautiful forest with no human beings, just animals and plants, like nature. All kind of fantasy characters live there and the world is just peace. Nothing ruining something else. No human who destroys everything he sees. Yeah, imagine is a beautiful word to subscribe what something could be, the perfect situation, so imagine world without humanity. World would be beautiful and a small fairy is dancing in peace …

Imagine – John Lennon

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Being me ...

A friend of me asked me a question.  A question about me personally. I couldn’t really answer it, because I’m not that self-assured. He said: “How could you not be proud of yourself? You are the only person in the whole world like you are. Everybody is unique.” I started thinking and asked him how he stands in life. He answered me that he just believed in himself and he just does what he wants to do. He doesn’t care about what others think, he wants to be himself and is proud of whom he is. I started to tell him my story and why I’m not that proud of myself and he said: “I know how that is, believe me, I’ve been through that too, but you are a super girl and you can be yourself with me. Don’t be afraid of who you are, nobody is perfect and fake people have the most ugly personality you could imagine.  I was so relieved and happy when he said that. I decided to look at life the same as he does. Nothing can stop me from following my dreams and nobody has the right to think he is better than I am. I’m proud of who I am, what I’ll become and what I did. Life is just too short to live in the shadows of others. 

Forgetting about you

A while ago I met a person, who I really like. We had a great time together, but I was scared. Scared of falling in love. After some time I decided that if I did fall in love, I just should go for it. Only one problem: I didn’t know what I was feeling exactly. It was a long struggle. Then I finally decided that I’d give that person a chance, but he didn’t take it. It’s confusing and annoying. I still don’t know what he wants and it’s driving me crazy. I said to myself: you’re still not shore about your own feelings, so just forget about him. That’s what I’m trying to do, but it’s not that easy.

What I want to say is whenever you hesitate, you should think about the reason you are hesitating. If you are still not shore, then forget about it. There is so much more in life and you’ll be fine :) 

Smile and wave :)

Everybody knows these days when you aren’t in a good mood and everything annoys you. But the worst is when there are some people who talk to you, you really don’t like and the voice in your head is screaming: “Bitch please! Leave me!!!” You just want to walk away screaming things. There is nothing wrong with wanting it, but that could cause some big fights. The best thing to do? I’ll tell you! Just try to ignore them as much as possible. Think about the penguins of Madagascar: “Smile and wave!” Just do it and walk away. They will get it …

Memorie lane

Yesterday, I was cleaning up my closet and I found a box. It was filled with stuff from when I was younger. Memories came back and I was thinking about that time when you are playing the whole time and we didn’t think about anything. As a child I was addicted to the Lion King. Actually every Disney movie was playing on our television. But princesses weren’t really my thing. My most favorite animated movie like the classic Disney movies, is definitely Anastasia. Oh I love that movie and why? Just because the story is so beautiful. I was going feather trough the stuff and I found a picture of me and my favorite stuffed animal. I’m still having him and I don’t think I will ever throw him away.  I remember that he had a typical smell of home and when I wasn’t at home, he was out with me. Memories flashed by and the smile on my face was growing.

Memories are very important even the bad ones. They have their reason to be there and you should never forget them. Things you are regretting now will be laughed about in the future. Tell others you memories and let them enjoy together with you.

Change of plans

My school results weren’t that great. Plans had to be changed. People were mad, sad, couldn’t believe it, but it’s true. I screwed up my year and now I’ll have to pay for it. It’s my own damn fault. But still, I don’t regret this unforgettable year. I opened up; I met new/awesome people, made real friends, learned, but most important: I became myself. There are things I regret, but it is one year. One year of unforgettable memories. I get it that my parents are really disappointed, because if I had done just a little bit more, there wouldn’t be a problem. But that’s how it is. I didn’t do anything bad. I’m not a criminal, but I’m not perfect and I don’t want to pretend to be perfect. So whenever I can I’m trying to be happy about the situation, but at this point it’s hard. Yes I have a punishment and I really wanted to cry about it, start screaming and run away, but that would make it a lot worse.  Now I’m on vacation and I’m going to try to be a good daughter. I don’t want to think about my punishment and I just want to enjoy vacation. Just not thinking about all my problems. Maybe when I’m back my parents will change their minds, hopefully. For now? Only one thing: vacation...

What about God?

Religion is a strong thing in a human life. There are many different religions but actually they are all the same: believe in it and you’re a good person. I’m definitely not judging people who believe. I admire them for that, but me? I grew up without religion. Am I screwed up for that? No! Everybody has his own opinion and thinks different. As long as we respect others we can live in peace. I don’t believe in God, but I’m definitely not saying you shouldn’t! My opinion? Believe whatever you want! As long as you put strength out of it, it’s good. : ) I believe in science and in peace. It might seem a little too positive, but I think that if everyone cared about others and shared, earth should be a much better place. Believe in yourself and others will believe in you :) share your thoughts and you are helping the world to become a better place.

Peace