You are not a robot

Last week I was watching a video from Sam Pepper. He went to a concert of Hoodie Allen. So I looked him up and I fell in love with the music! Hoodie Allen has some really good songs and I have been listening to them ever since. It feels like the songs really take me in to the story and they give me a certain feeling, like I have been through the things in the song. My favorite song is probably You are not a robot. I really like this song, the lyrics are so true. The song is about being yourself and not being what everyone else wants you to be. Well I can completely relate to that. It’s hard to be accepted by everyone and being what everyone else wants you to be. But! You don’t have to. You just have to be who you want to be and nobody else can say you what to do. It’s your life and you should enjoy it. So stop trying being what others want you to be, just be who you are. Believe me, when you finally have accepted yourself, gives it you the greatest feeling. :)

What would you do - Bastille

What would you do – Bastille

When you listen to this song, it’s like your problems become pathetic, like they aren’t real problems.  While listening I was thinking about people who don’t get such chances as I do and I just want to do something for them. I know it’s impossible to do well for everybody, but we can all make someone smile. There we should start, do something for another without expecting something back. Think about their position and ask yourself this question: What would you do?

Don't let me down

Some people have that great luck that all the people they love, are still around, others don’t. It’s hard, it really is hard. There could be so many reasons why they are not around, but most of the time it’s their chose… If they don’t want to put energy in you.. Try to forget about them. I know it’s definitely not easy, but think about all the other people who love you… They think you’re worth it and they are right! You are worth loving, and they like you the way you are… 

Autumn is back

Leaves get beautiful colors and are falling down. It’s getting colder and the last summer sun is shining. Autumn is back. I like this time of the year. It’s getting cozy and everything looks beautiful again. I like walking and thinking about things, but when it’s autumn, I love it even more. Just walking, breathing fresh air and looking around me. At this time of the year I can think the best about small things or big things. Just the wind blowing through my hair, telling me what to do.. Don’t go away that soon autumn. I need you. 

Hi, I love you!

Hi tiger,

We have known each other for months, however it seems like ages. You know me like the best and I’m always happily surprised when you know those things about me. You make me smile and feel like the happiest person on earth. Every time you look at me, you make me shine. Every time you kiss me the butterflies in my stomach go crazy and my body just wants you. Just you. Whenever I see you smile, I fall in love over and over again. You are one of the only persons who get me, who understands me and I understand you. I just wanted to tell you that you mean the world to me. You are everything I need and ever want. I just love you.. And I will always do.

Me

The softy in me

Most people think I’m hard and that I can take a lot. They are surprised of my softer side. I don’t show it that much, but I am a real softy. And there is nothing wrong about it. : ) when I’m watching a sad movie, I’ll be the first one whose tears will be rolling down my cheeks. I have a big hart for things like that. My soft spot. I find it harder to watch a kid cry then when I see somebody being killed. I can’t watch the news when they are talking about war and people who die for nothing. Just because I feel useless. I can’t do anything to help them and it’s just not fair. I have a good life, but I can’t help them. It breaks me. Yes I’m a softy, but I will do my best to do well for this world. It needs every small good thing to become a better place. 

Why don't they understand?

Why don’t parents understand us? Why everything has to be so different for them, like they are looking through different glasses. What is wrong with being a teenager and enjoying vacation? I know that the world doesn’t turn around me, but can I just spend some time as a teen? Okay, yes we are not like how they ware as teenager, but why blame us? It’s not our fault! So just accept it and don’t judge us for it. I’m a teenager from this century, but I understand things aren’t great. That technology takes us over and we just let it be. Yes I know! But just give me a break. Just give us a break! It’s not our fault, but we do our best to be good.