Broken

Pain goes true your body. You don’t want this to happen. You need this to stop. Let it just all be a bad dream, so you could wake up and be happy again, because you know it’s not true. Reality is hard. Bad dreams come true. Nothing goes right. When you go through times like this, you can’t see anything bright. You just want the pain to go away. You regret the things that caused the pain. You regret even caring. You are broken. Your hart is falling apart and you can’t see where the pieces fall. There is no one to glue your hart, so you will have to do it by your own. And yes, it’s hard hard hard. I know it’s a cliché BUT life goes on!!  Whenever your hart is broken, you should just do things that make you happy.  It feels like your life has no meaning anymore. You don’t understand, but just think about all the happy things in life. They are the beautiful memories where you should think about. They happened for a reason, so you would never forget. Don’t ever forget about the fun things you did or happened. Just remember, you are not the only one and like they say:

Everything will be okay in the end. If it’s not okay, it’s not the end.

Hello spring!

Finally spring! Winter has had time enough; it’s time for some change. It’s not that chilly outside anymore and when the sun shines, it’s a beautiful day. It makes me happy. That feeling was lost for a while. That feeling when you smile for no reason, enjoy every little thing. I love it. Darkness has done his job, now it’s happiness who works. I just want to go outside and hop to everywhere. It’s time to enjoy again and live. So just sing along with every catchy song and go outside. Just breath fresh air and catch some sun. At night, look at the stars and the moon and wish for your dreams to come true. Never quit believing, just keep going. Give compliments and you’ll get some back. Make others smile, you won’t regret it. Whistle until your lips give up and dance. Dance the whole day! Dance and feel happy. That’s what spring is about. I’ve missed you spring.

Feeling down...

What to do when you feel down?

Everybody has felt down, but how can you stop that feeling? Well, it’s actually not that difficult. BUT: it depends on the reason why you’re down. If you’re really deep down because of something that happened, you should talk to someone about it. Don’t think: “They don’t care” because they do. If you are just feeling down, because you are just having a bad day read on. Actually, everybody could use these tips if you’re feeling down, so yeah.

These are things I always do:

-          Lay on your bed and try to sleep

-          Try to clear up your problems

-          Find the reasons of your problems

-          Put on the radio and sing

-          Take whatever you like to eat

-          Scream at your stuffed animals

-          Draw or write down your thoughts

This one is my personal favorite:                                                                                                         

-          Sing along with your favorite songs and dance ‘till you drop

Stolen

I hope they didn't get your mind

Your heart is too strong anyway

We need to fetch back the time

They have stolen from us

When I listen to this song it feels like I can’t get hurt. Like there is a boll around me from hard glass and nobody can enter it or break the glass. It gives me rest and my worries are gone for a moment. The lyrics tell my story. I can’t stop singing it. I just want to sing the whole time: I want you! And yes, I want someone by my side. I want to be with that person and don’t leave. Just staying together and having fun, loving and not ending. The song lets you stay in kind of a dream world, a world where everything goes right, nothing wrong and worries aren’t aloud. It sounds like the perfect place to be. Maybe I’ll go there, maybe I won’t. I just need to make my own “perfect” place, at least a place where I want to be and feel good. Nothing is perfect, that’s the way it should be. Because perfect is boring. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iX-QaNzd-0Y

What I want

I want to live. In less then 2 months I'll become 17 and I don't feel like I have done something in the past 17 years. Yes, I'm still young, but life goes by so quickly, I don't want to miss anything. Someday I just want to be able to say "Well I have reached so much, I'm proud of myself." I want to tell my future kids about how amazing things are and how it feels to become the person you really are. I don't want to regret chances I didn't take. I want to travel the world and help people. I want people to listen to what I say, to read what I write and to think about what I tell them. I want to do something amazing that I will never regret and something I will always be happy about. It starts with small steps, so I'm going to try to do something from my list every year. This year I want to learn how to pennyboard and I want to start writing a book. Maybe I can do those things, we will see, but most important that I will try, because now I have the chance to do those things. So one thing very important, that you can never forget: take the chances you get and just do your best.