Shout out

Sometimes I just want to scream. I want to shout at the world so everybody hears me. People should listen more to each other and think for themselves. How many times do I have to say that nobody can tell you what to do, nobody can control you. Still people don’t understand. They just do what others want them to. It’s your life! Stop! Listen to others yes, but don’t let them make your choices, because you will regret them. Nobody knows how it is to be you, so they can’t chose for you. Maybe I think too much about things, but I do have a thought about everything and I do care about what I think is better. I don’t want to make mistakes but if I do, I want them to make myself, so I can learn from it. Life is there to learn, so I’m going to do it my way. That’s my shout out at the world and hopefully you didn’t just listen, but that you heard what I meant. 

Cuddling

Everybody has those moments when you just need a hug. Just a hug form a random person, or from the once you need the most. Me being not that kind of a huggable person could use a hug sometimes. Normally I don’t like personal contact that much, well not from strangers. People close to me can hug me anytime they want, but I will never ask for a hug. Most of the time I don’t tell people how I feel. I just pretend to be ok and try to not show others how I really feel. Maybe that’s my problem, I should just ask for a hug sometimes, than I might feel better. But whenever I see someone who needs a hug, I’ll give it, although I don’t like personal contact that much with strangers, a hug can change a person and I will just do it. 

The disappointment

Probably everybody has those times that everything goes wrong. All the things you wanted to do didn’t happen or when you wanted to see people, it didn’t go through. Well, I feel awful then, because I look forward to things and I hope too much that it will happen, but okay, it makes you hard. Then you learn to have a good time even when it’s not going by plan. I’m the kind of person who always wants to plan everything so I can do well for everyone. Half the time I plan, it goes wrong. There is always something. Of course it’s really annoying and I really hate when it happens, but afterwards I don’t want to feel sad for myself. So why wouldn’t you do something else? Even when it’s just cleaning your room or doing some homework that has to be hand in 4 weeks later. Then you have done something useful and can you enjoy the time you have left because you already did those things. Nobody can ruin you day, you just need to see that yourself. 

New me

It is time to start a new chapter in my life. New me; new life; just starting my life. It wasn’t an easy time, but now I’m stronger than before and that’s all I need to be. Love hurts, people are awful, but you shouldn’t care about what others say. Just because they are insecure about themselves, you don’t have to be. There is no reason for it. Just accept the way you are and make the best out of life. Yes it is a VERY COMMEN QUOTE, but it’s true: you only live once. SO WHY SCREW IT UP?? Just don’t!! I made a click and now I’m seeing everything different. I’m just going to stay positive and try to make the best out of everything. When it’s not going well, just remember the times it was amazing and know those times come back, but only when you let them to. You really should just do whatever you think is right and learn from your faults. Don’t ever miss a chance just because you had doubts. Just go for it! It might be your only chance! From now on, I’m going to be a happy person, because I don’t want to miss out anything anymore. I don’t feel like I have lived, so before it is going to be too late, I will have lived!! So yeah, here and now I’m going to spread my wings and fly; flying to see the world.