Changing stories

Do you know that moment, when you hear a story, but you don't like a part of it? Like when there is a bad ending or a terrible subject. Normally we want to change that, because we are weird? No, just because we love a happy ending. Not that we all want to be a princess, have a lot of money and marry a handsome prince, right? Well, that's not what I want; I just want to get a happy feeling. And from what else than a great story, a nice song or a great film do we get a happy feeling? Just thinking about what these persons are going through and then finding the way out. That gives a feeling of not being alone and being understood. But why would we make up our one story and change it whenever we feel like. Cause that's what we're doing all the time. So now, at this moment, I'm thinking about what should happen. I would go to sleep and wake up and then realize it finally stopped raining. The sun is shining, not that cold anymore and my favorite song is playing. I see my friends at school and will be laughing with jokes a lot. 

Don't make a bad story, because it will happen. I'm just going to pretend like I don't care and smile the whole day long ... :) 

That all while I'm singing Bad Reputation from Joan Jett

Pretending to be ok

Why do we have to pretend like we are ok? It's so hard not to feel like yourself. We don't want others to care, because why would they? They don't realize what we feel. And why would we blame them for that? Nobody is perfect, right? Well, I don't want to be perfect, so I will accept my bad side and be very generous with my good side. So when we have the chance to show we're something, we back off most of the time. But why? Because we are scared of the reaction of others? That we would have regrets? Well adults are telling us, that we should study hard and work hard, but when can we do what we want? And then I think of all the people on this world whose life is miserable and then we are complaining? That's just how we are. The human is the most selfish creature on earth, but what could we do about it? Until we have found the answer we should be doing what we love to do, trying to learn and definitely live the life you have. Because how long is it going to take before this life ends? I know when mine will. That will be when I realize I will never have enough money to study, see the world and shopping at ones. ;) But hey, nobody is going to tell us what we should do. Just enjoy the small things, even the horrible things like when you have a speaking assignment and you are laughing during it. Those memories are there for some reason and we should share it. Even when you are standing as the only person with their eyes closed on the school pictures :)

Just listen to your favorite music and sing along! (That's how I like to spend my time) ...

Why starting a blog?

Why making a blog? Well I don't really know. It just started to tickle. I love writing and to fantasize about lots of stuff so I thought: 'Why not start a blog?' And so here it is.  Many people think that teens only want sex, drugs and rock and roll, but I'm going to proof we don't. I might look as a normal teenager, but who knows? I'm thinking about serious stuff too. 

Hi

Hi, I’m a teenage girl who loves to dream and think. Why did we mess up the world? Why do parents think we’re lazy and don’t study enough? My mission is to write about interesting topics most teens talk/think about. Even the things we’re afraid to say. I will be writing about my live as being a teenager and trying to find a place on this planet. Writing stories from my dreams or fantasy will be posted too. I won’t be writing on my blog all the time, just when I feel to. It’s not that I will post every little thing about my day, but stuff we go trough in live ...

So, yeah this was my first post :)