Autumn is back

Leaves get beautiful colors and are falling down. It’s getting colder and the last summer sun is shining. Autumn is back. I like this time of the year. It’s getting cozy and everything looks beautiful again. I like walking and thinking about things, but when it’s autumn, I love it even more. Just walking, breathing fresh air and looking around me. At this time of the year I can think the best about small things or big things. Just the wind blowing through my hair, telling me what to do.. Don’t go away that soon autumn. I need you. 

Hi, I love you!

Hi tiger,

We have known each other for months, however it seems like ages. You know me like the best and I’m always happily surprised when you know those things about me. You make me smile and feel like the happiest person on earth. Every time you look at me, you make me shine. Every time you kiss me the butterflies in my stomach go crazy and my body just wants you. Just you. Whenever I see you smile, I fall in love over and over again. You are one of the only persons who get me, who understands me and I understand you. I just wanted to tell you that you mean the world to me. You are everything I need and ever want. I just love you.. And I will always do.

Me

The softy in me

Most people think I’m hard and that I can take a lot. They are surprised of my softer side. I don’t show it that much, but I am a real softy. And there is nothing wrong about it. : ) when I’m watching a sad movie, I’ll be the first one whose tears will be rolling down my cheeks. I have a big hart for things like that. My soft spot. I find it harder to watch a kid cry then when I see somebody being killed. I can’t watch the news when they are talking about war and people who die for nothing. Just because I feel useless. I can’t do anything to help them and it’s just not fair. I have a good life, but I can’t help them. It breaks me. Yes I’m a softy, but I will do my best to do well for this world. It needs every small good thing to become a better place. 

Why don't they understand?

Why don’t parents understand us? Why everything has to be so different for them, like they are looking through different glasses. What is wrong with being a teenager and enjoying vacation? I know that the world doesn’t turn around me, but can I just spend some time as a teen? Okay, yes we are not like how they ware as teenager, but why blame us? It’s not our fault! So just accept it and don’t judge us for it. I’m a teenager from this century, but I understand things aren’t great. That technology takes us over and we just let it be. Yes I know! But just give me a break. Just give us a break! It’s not our fault, but we do our best to be good.